I can only get better & stronger after being insulted and looked down by others.
As i read through my past msn conversations chat with my friends, i found out that,
throughout this whole 2009, I hasn't really been able to be more mature.
All this while, i have always been smiling, make others laugh by doing some silly actions. Making other feel annoyed by irritating them all the time.
I never really cherished what i had.
I wasn't able to identify a predator within my range of friends.
I treat my enemy as my friends.
Im indeed a failure.
I let him take away someone important in my heart ..
Shattered, the only word to describe my present situation.
Often, i build myself up & fly around in circles.
I know that i am childish.
I promise you all, that i shall change.
I shall prove those volleyballer who look down on me, wrong.