I regret.
I really do.
No mood to post now.
Bye.

Today was the last day of school. :(
Time really flies.
Like, suddenly, 1 year over. :(
Well,this year was average for me.
So many things happened this year.
Love problems , Studies , Gang fight , Friendship .
I feel that i had a really meaningful year..
This year,made me more mature,mature enough to face more tough challenges.
I learnt how to faced problems by myself.
Although i do get 'counselled' by my friends.
Great Thanks to Jasmine.L
I talk to her whenever im sad. :]
Got back my result & report book today .
Miss pang talked to me after school .
Helped her to move some stuffs after school.
She kept trying to 'promote' me .
Imagine your form teacher, going around saying,
Benedict is my boyfriend for today.
humourous isn't it ?
After moving all those stuff,
met nwc at the canteen.
Decided not to slack with nwc.
Climb over the canteen's fence to meet yanghao and friends.
My stamina dropped again today.
Coz of something. :O
Homed at 6.20pm
Goodbye 1A. ):
Sigh, goodbyees

Woke up at 6.40am
Earlier by 10min than yesterday yea. :]
Bus-ed to school alone.
Reach, start chit chat :]
Dardar meet me during class,
coz we 'reserve' a time for meeting.
Lucky no one saw us :P
She keep holding my hand, dont want let go.
But we still in school sia.
HAHA, cute uh !? :X
Watched slumdog millionaire.
Played duel master.
Im starting to get addicted back to duel master.
After school, went to dardar class, had a glance at her,
smile at her, then go detention.
Sleep till 1.55pm
The teacher, called my chinese name ==
JIN RONG. ARGH.
went home straight way after detention.
Nap for an hour as dardar was busy for the whole afternoon.
Finally, a rest. :D
Dinner-ed,shower-ed,
Talked to a sot sot de xiao mei mei for awhile
Prepaid going down down.
need top up soon.
dardar too talkative,
no choice. ):
Dardar tell me write de,
[I love you Goh Dardar]

I learnt a lesson.
Dont ever put 'because of you' by kelly clarkson as your alarm tone.
I set my alarm to rang at 6.00am.
And it did rang,and i did heard.
It was just so peaceful and nice that i continue sleeping.
Till 6.50am -.-
Reached school at 7.35am.
1 hour detention -.- :(
Bought one class photo for myself :P
Watched transformer during geography lesson.
I find it cool, for the first time. :D
Ate chocolate,lollipop and pie in class.
After school, went to postpone my detention till tomorrow,
as i gotta go with the Cgirls & Bgirls to ffmss for their friendly match.
Postpone successful. :]
Cabbed there with weicheng & jonathan.C
We watch, they play.
soon, 5 + already.
Left for 'dinner' with the cgirls.
Dardar kept calling me while i was with them.
Cute uh ?
Then on the bus, i kissed dardar goodbye through the phone
Jasmine & Jiali saw that,
And start spreading. HAHAH, i dont blame them :D
As long as dardar identity is still unknown. :]
Took mrt,drop at batok,switch to 945 home.
Homed at 7.17pm.
What a day.
Dardar kaciao-ing me now.
Going to Webcam with her ^^
She want 56kisses.
Greedy :x
Baibai ^^

Know what ? 6am in the morning,
I dreamt of khoi yian & michelle sitting in the indoor sport hall,
Singing 'becasue of you' by kelly clarkson to me !
I guess its because my alarm which rang at 6am.
Gundoo me , forgot to off it -.-
Kinda react with all my nerves or something,
which in the end, made a dream of them out .
Training today was scary :o
Fitness & physical all the way ~
Ran 3.6km in 30min.
Ran halfway,super frustrated.
Took off my pe clothes and ran like a madman. !
Can you imagine me, wearing a starbucks tee, running like a mad man?
Anyway,training ended at 5.
Slacked,slacked & slacked with vb.mates.
Went to bus stop & wait for 188.
Five 188 buses was full ):
Lots of people says that i have changed.
But have i ? ):
Ain't i still that happy bengoh you know ? :D
Some said yes, some said no ..
Damn god WTF.
Nevermind, DARDAR THE BEST ♥♥
Dardar sms-ed me during training.
When i told her not to, unless other boys saw who she is.
My cute dardar ~ teehees
♥231009♥
Bye ;)

hihi ^^
woke up at 5am !
Early hor !? HAHA
Dardar wake up so late ):
Worse than me worhs. :D
Reached school, found out, miss pang were not in school.
soon, it was science.
Miss zhao say, watch jurrasic park :O
i replied, [ cher, i scared of dinosaurs sia ! HOW !? ]
Guailan isn't it ? :D
Dnt after science,
Free period, chatted alot,
Singing along with benjamin was fun ~
Waited for wei cheng and friends for 21 min
Under the hot sun -.-
Because we having friendly match at fairfield sec :]
Chatted with dardar on the phone otw to fmss.
Dardar MIA for 1hour & 11mins
She kept calling me when i was going home with my volleyball mates.
She heard girls voice, then jealous sia.
HAHA, then she want me to do something very ps to her.
KISS THE PHONE.
Indirectly kissing her. LOL .
Got off at bukit batok station with cj and howwei.
Three of us was famished. ._.
Went to kopitiam ?
TO have dinner?
In the end, i had cheng ting? while cj had durian something de?
Howwei had chendol ~ We eat some here, eat some there de :D
Share share mahs. :D
Took 947 with howwei & cj.
Homed at 7.22pm.
Heard that my dog was bitten by a female dog downstairs ?
HAHA,their way of communicating/flirting.
byebye, end here. Dardar waiting for me to call her. ^^

Hello ! Good mood today ^^
Woke up at 8.33am,
Slight fever inclusive of muscle aches and cough !
Movie marathon on sundays are killing me .
It tempts me to eat non-stop !
Watch 3 movies today.^^
Called dardar for awhile before she goes out. :)
Sms-ed with dardar while she was out.
Total, 196 of sms from her today :o
Very happy when with her ^^
Dardar tell me not to go school tomorrow.
But got friendly tomorrow. ):
Its a must to go. HAHA
Bought dinner for me and mummy.
Dardar MIA for more than 1hour. ):
[6.26pm-7.33pm]
dinner-ed,shower-ed.
Play with shane for awhile.
Dardar just called me. :]
Lalala, gtg. byebyebye. :]
Thankyou for reading. ^^

Phew ! Exhausted.Quite a great day though.
Reached school for training at 11am.
When it only start at, 2pm ?
Played volleyball with howwei,seetho & jonathan chang
Soon, it was 2pm. Ran 20rounds of basketball court in 10MIns.
Train train train ~
Got hit by the volleyball,3 on head,3 on specs ._.
Friendly with fairfield this monday yea.
Guess holiday trainings gonna be FUN. :D
'Slacked' with yanwen & co with howwei and seetho.
Used two and a half of stick of something something today. WOAH ~
Wait for 187 for an hour ._.
Homed at 7 ^^
Tan jiawei is cute.
Get that ?
HAHA. bye. :]

Woke up at 6.30am ._.
Went out at 6.50am.
Reached school at 7.10am ++ ?
HAHA, Today, such a good day . :D
Maths fail,Science fail,Geography fail.
NICE OR WHAT !?
Play blackjack during science.
Then daryl and friends decided to switch to poker.
Then i was like, I dont know how to play ~
They did not care at all -.-
Then around 10mins later,
i shout out, [CHER,CAN PLAY POKER IN CLASS AH ?]
HAHAHA, i am so mean yea?
Anyway, head off with Cgirls & Bgirls after school,
For their greenridge Friendly match. ^^
Chatted alot with huixin , jasmine & nwc
on the way to greenridge.
They are like, clique of mine ?
Wonder if we would be in the same class next year?
Taking part in volleyball inter-class together again ._.
Cgirls played for 5matches, won 1matches.
Jonathan said, Lets burn firecracker, They won. OMG
Dramatic indeed.
Woah, i 'thundered' weicheng today, Sibei Song.
Reach home at 6pm.
Chatted for awhile with Jiawei.
Well, in the end, we concluded something,
And its.
Benedict.G is KIND && Tan Jiawei is SUPER KIND & SUPER CUTE .
Agree with me ?
Training at 2 tomorrow.
Gonna be there at 10 :]
haha, time for my cough syrup to be inserted into my mouth ._.
Byebye (:

Today was quite Okay
Got back my English & Mother tongue paper :D
I feel really great :D
My english and mother tongue result rocks !
YEAH.YEAH.YEAH.
I can't believe, miss fang told me, [ Jin Rong, your chinese result very good ]
Indeed Shocked. HAHAHA
Well, for english, Miss pang told me, [ Benedict, do you only like my lessons? Is that why you only do well in english yea.]
Hahaha. so damn happy.
Thought of getting A1 for English,
But.. maybe A2?
Saw Tat Ming cried Because of his paper..
Felt sorry for him..
I helped him wipe his tears; HAHA. i am so kind.
I still can't believe,
I beat so much people in english !
Classmates of mine was shocked by my english result ~ HAHA
But well, guess i'll still be put to a less challenging level next year yea?
Btw, Miss Pang says that she know whose my Gf is .
But is like, Huh ? I dont even have one -.-
Left $2 for tomorrow.
Waste a damn $8 bucks on something ,
In the end, jiale ate it. ._.
I'm coughing like as if there's no tomorrow..

buhbyees, BGJR with ♥

I learnt a lesson.
Never to trust love.
I should not beat around the bush.
I dislike hypocrite.
They ruin others relationship.
They act as if they are one of a kind -.-
So what if his age is bigger than me?
Does that means he can take away everything from me ?
NO!
The world is changing, nothing gonna be the same anymore.
Someone once told me,No Guts,No Glory,No Pain,No Gain..
Quitting is for losers. I aren't a losers.
I just dont feel like, raging on a battlefield.
because, its not worth fighting for a war that is fruitless. ._.
Why are ppl changing at such a amazing speed ? sighs.
Sometimes, i hold myself responsible for her actions.
Love are phony.
They are liek counterfeits money, luring us into this stupid dumb dream.
And by the time you are out of it, Its way too late.
But her acting are like, damn fake -.-
I just can't stand it.
Most of the time, I bear with it and carry on with the conversation with her.
Once bitten, Twice shy ._.
From : BGJR with ♥

Happy birthday Chua Ming Fei :]
P3 to Sec 1 :D yeah :D clique forever :]

Temporary skin.